made a few sketches on a few of the canvases. we'll see where those go. college math is the stupidest thing I've ever had to go through. you get class once a week. (which in the class all you do is take notes and try to understand the professors accent and try to take him seriously) and you have a test at the end of the week. maybe because its new to me and im just having a hard time with it. sometimes I try and look ahead to see what this whole college thing is for. so maybe one day i can have a little desk job within a cubicle writing papers to complete morons who inherited a company or someone who bought their way to the top. ( number 1 reason why the military sounds so good.) I just watched the movie MOON. about 2 people on the moon who loose their minds. it was pretty awesome. a friend of mine told me to watch requiem for a dream. thats next on the list. 14 more days till the circa survive show. I have a lot of things to do. im just having a hard time trying to figure out what ones to do first. my life > school but...

it's the weekend. canvas at michaels is 50 percent off. im gonna go ride my bike there now actually.

life is good. Last night me and a few friends went to the whitechapel show. all in all it was an amazing show but the main band i wanted to see never showed up due to their van breaking down half way here. meanwhile I've been sitting down more to write music and such for myself and the band. weird dreams have started taking place again. not sure what causes them but i hate them. they just taunt me on how shitty this life is when i wake up. i really wish there is some way we can connect the two and be able to live dream lives as well as lives awake. I need some oil and canvas. lately I've had the urge to paint things. things i wouldn't normally think about painting but things that my mind desperately wants to get out.